This is the first update in a long long time, and im sure all 5 people who knoiw this journal exists are very upset at that ( Read more... )

long nights lapse into morrow
yesterday feels so far away
solitude it brings forth the sorrow
of a long ago forgotten day.

suffer shame, suffer guilt. I am shame, I am guilt.

go listen to Outspoken you spooks!

Shadows fall over this small town tonight, stuffing out the remains of the evening light. My mind is clouded with the events of the day, why is life torturing me this way? I keep running it back, running it back, running it back through my mind. But what do I get? What do I expect to find? My eyes drop, they drop, they drop straight down to the ( Read more... )

I imagined that you would meet me here after everyone’s gone home and we swept the mess up and I imagined that it would all come clear after everything’s gone wrong and come around again to learn another lesson so we’ve passed another year to find us both right here and I still feel the same though everything has changed am I staying out too late ( Read more... )

Today was awesome. The best birthday I have ever had by a million miles. Having Jessie there for it all was incredible. Also getting to see Val and Shaun and eating with them and such was awesome. I was in a wierd ass mood for alot of it, but now that ive snapped out i can appreciate how great it really was. Incredible company, good movie, great ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS, FESTIVUS, 6TH DAY OF HANNUKAH, MONTH AFTER RAMMADAN OR MATERIALISTIC GIFT GIVING DAY TO ALL. HOPE IT HAS BEEN GOOD.

I was pysched on some of my presents today, especially my cd/mp3 player and veg cook books, pure awesome. Jess should have been here to cause some nighttime christmas mayhem, but alas she is not back until tommorow ( Read more... )

I just went to get my hair cut, and it was done surprisingly well. I've got all my presents wrapped, and my family is upstairs making a variety of disturbingly meaty sandwiches. I've entertained myself the past day by watching bits of The Only Way at a time, listening to music on headphones at my comp(due to the damn speakers being broken). I miss ( Read more... )