I have come to the realization that money is the fucking devil, so I get my shitty paycheck from working my $5.65 an hour job, and I have to buy 4, yes... 4 people birthday gifts... then I find a shirt I want, so I get it, then I buy new car wash cuz I'm out, and buy myself some Chinese food.... $70 left... for two weeks, I live on $70... I really ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a while for multiple reasons, I a.)forget b.)like talking to people more and c.)just forget ( Read more... )

so i still live my life day through day thinking that i need someone in my life, someone i can share my thoughts with, it really sucks having someone for so long, and then having noone... i could still talk to Chrissy about thoughts, but she doesn't want to hear about some of the things i'm thinking of, because some of it is about her... and i just ( Read more... )

I'll update more often, so I can keep in touch with Jimmy and Johannes now. So yeah nothing too new. I'm wakeboarding alot, I tell you what... that is a workout like 4 times a week... arms legs, bakc neck, everything ( Read more... )

today I am blah. I just am.

It's been a while sin ce I've done this, I thought maybe if I did not talk of my problems, they would go away, turns out I could not be more wrong. I do not know how it happened, but I'm back in that same rut I was in at JMU. I can not stop being in a shitty mood. Nothing seems to cheer me up, it used to be that I could go hang out with peoples ( Read more... )

have'nt done this in a while... I work at Coastal Edge at the beach now, come see me I can give you a shitty discount, but still come see me just to bug me please. Andy I have been coming to your house and parking then walking into the mound of Trash we call a mountain if you were still wondering. anyways. yep, nothing new, just bored out of my ( Read more... )

I thought hanging out with Josh would make me feel better. And now it's making me just remember the past. which makes all matters worse. I just am sitting here and talking to this girl I've met online, and in person a few times, and I'm going to JMU with her this weekend, well... I'm starting to fall for her, and I've talked to her about ( Read more... )

Oh man, I am so tired, why did I let Danny keep me up till 1, when i had an 8 o clock? Damn I'm dumb. So my teacher just asked me what resolution was, I said the picture quality, he said no, its the quiality of the images on the computer screen... wow... thats the biggest dfference I've ever heard. Like Chickens, and... hens or something. God I ( Read more... )

I'm so confused right now. I just want to have fun. I just want to forget all that has happened, and have fun. Going back to college will be wierd, I haven't been there since I haven't been with Chrissy, so making friends was not my priority... and now it is, so this may be difficult. I just wish that when I talked to her she would treat me ( Read more... )