things with chris and i are so fucked. we don't even talk anymore and i know it's my fault because i broke things off with us but i guess i just always thought that we'd be in eachother's lives in some way. that's selish of me i know! but it hurts not having someone who is important to you in your life ( Read more... )

This year feels like i've just been floating in obscurity. I haven't done much of anything yet alot of life changing events have taken place. Isn't that funny ( Read more... )

"I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White ( Read more... )

what a few weeks i have had. the passing of nat hit me really hard, harder than i first imagined and on sunday when i was driving home i felt like i was coming to terms with it and i actually felt good. like she was telling me it was all okay and that from now on life was for living, to the absoloute fullest ( Read more... )

You’d lay in bed ( Read more... )

imogen rose philips with her daddy, our soccer club president gab. how cute is she with her little scrunched up face?


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the last few days have been pretty surreal. it's like you're getting on with your life but a piece of you is missing. mum says it's my innocence. i'm no longer young anymore, where people live forever and you see the best in everything. that's a sad thought, isn't it ( Read more... )

Natalie's life support was turned off last night. She was then taken into surgery and her organs were removed as she was a donor. As horrible as it is to lose a friend there is some comfort in knowing that another life has been saved ( Read more... )

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspokenWhen you get a phone call from your best friend (can i still call him that?)who you barely speak to these days, because you're both busy with your own lives, you know that the news ( Read more... )

the veronicas! yeeees. how i love thee! and how i lovee thee even more now that i know i'll be seeing them live next month at the chapel. it's going to be an intimate setting of only 100 people and we'll be able to ask the girls questions and other cool fangirl stuff like that ( Read more... )