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De-Lyn

Ok, well, I am tired. Yesterday was eventful. I missed the bus, and then went out with my mom to a bunch of places. I got my hair straightened and I am getting this other stuff done... gonna dye it purple.. YAY. I can't wait. Then, Mike Dowdal and I started going out... w00t. So here I am sleepless, and I just realized that I don't have my clarinet ( Read more... )

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Life blows. People are stupid. I can't wait to go to college. I want to get into an alternate reality actually. This is mainly because the few guys I am stupid enough to fall for or trust, break my heart. I seriously don't have the energy for anymore hardships in anyway. I have had enough. School is so stressing that I keep getting stomachaches and ( Read more... )

Nothing feels real. It's just here. Everything. Everything is changing. I sometimes just want to go to sleep and wake up after high school is over. I want to make good memories though. Everything is just so... frustrating and cloudy. There isn't anything SOLID around me. My heart feels heavy from so many things.. physically heavy.. wow that's a ( Read more... )

I feel really lonely *shivers in fetal position*....really lonely. Does anyone know what it is like to take one good look at everything and think "this isn't my life... it doesn't feel.. real... it's odd."

Well, Arlenne didn't like her gifts like I thought, but the ones she got me I liked. Also, Granny got me a ring to match the earrings that I lost yesterday! Omg! I have to buy more. Then I got a powertrip with a piczo site which link I will leave here in the future. Hehe, it is a nice site too. Uhh and I am now talking to Kevin, my old bud. It's ( Read more... )

Ok so I officially don't give a damn what friends fuck with me, or what enemies. All dem people that talk about me can go to hell.. because I know I am not what they say I am so I give up on trying to make them see that. Everyone has their faults but they are wrong to judge me because they are absolutely NO better than I am. This I definitly know. ( Read more... )

So far today went somewhat better. Although, I did find out that RICKY hates me. Joy. Why do these people hate me when i haven't done anything directly to offend them? They call me a bitch among other things, and I don't see what I have done to deserve that. However, all of them, except Matt ( though i don't respect him for fighting with me online ( Read more... )

I am so afraid to say anything right now. Something I say will make someone hate me, angry at me, or maybe they will just think I am a moron. I hate everything so much, sometimes I just want to be completely alone and move to another continent. I hate that I care what people think. That is my biggest fault. I can't seem to put things below me. Life ( Read more... )