last night was bad.... i saw how weak i can be. i got really scared. i keep blaming dan for the story he told, but its not dan's fault it's my own. Plus the egging on from den and kristie didn't help but whatever. That's why i walked out of tiny's house and called chris. I knew he'd make it that i didn't make the call, that i didn't waste ( Read more... )

i haven't been here in awhile.... i've been overtaken by myspace and xanga.... but right now this seems to be better because just about no one even reads anymore. I was looking through stina's old entries and found this quiz thing that makes you right down names and numbers and whatever else... and generates things... it's SOMEWHAT accurate...here ( Read more... )

so it's been over half a year since i've written in here and i jsut got upset reading my entries from last year. ... most importantly the one on october 17... at that point i thought it was a bad day... little did i know 2 hours alter i was getting the worst news ever.... but everything has worked out...so it's okay

This entry is kind of written in sync with stina's entry. So dennis' band is getting this amazing opportunity. They get to make a commercial and it's going to be played on MTV and VH1 and all of their sister stations. The guy they talked to said that they're going to be tired of seeing themselves, that's just how much it will be played. The ( Read more... )

wow things have been hectic and strange. In one week i hung out with john mahlan and chris... odd. Um what should've been a good joke on john went wrong... so we followed it with a good st. patty's night...a very good one. then i dunno. today's john's 21st birthday and at midnight i steal his thunder for my birthday :oD
tis all i think <333

Things were starting to get beter but seemed to have not...i'm not too sure to be quite honest. Things at home aren't great and i'd lovet live in the ideal world where i can move into that house with sari and john and dennis and stina..but come on let's face reality...thats not happening. Kinda sucks...i think things are getting a litle better, ( Read more... )

don't even remember the last time i updated... things have been up and down. a week ago things were great we were at stina's watching pirates til 5 am with john and dennis. That's a night i will never ever forget. To be honest i think every night i've spent with them will never be forgotten. Even from the last time john was around back in ( Read more... )

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umm not too much has happened since the other night.... he didn't leave which is awesome and i kinda like the group of stina, dennis, john and myself.. always seems to be a lot of fun. Started classes, went tot eh first one got out early was then late to my next one because i just managed to miss the bus by like under a minute. class again today ( Read more... )

sigh, last night was surreal...stina used the best word it was just surreal. We go and get john and he gets his pizza and i call dennis and he comes to meet up with us. i was afraid they'd kill each other or get all yelley, but they did neitehr, they had a blast and joked around. I still think it's a lil too soon to joke around about what they ( Read more... )