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Here I am all hot and sweaty. I feels like a freaking oven in my room. I wonder if I will sweat this much when I get all freaky deaky with some hot man. Mr. Valo I'm all yours. You can have your way with me. A girl can dream. I have no chance in hell to get with him. I guess lefty and righty will have to do. ew, ew, ew...No self lovin' for ( Read more... )

Sitting here at my desk bored as hell. I just finished applying makeup. Sometimes, I think what is the point of wearing makeup. It's like no one looks at me anyway. I will be going out soon with Mike and Gina to see a movie. We are supposed to see "Silent Hill". I am excited to see this movie. I'm hoping I won't be disappointed. It's too ( Read more... )

I just called in sick. I don't think I made my boss too happy. She didn't seem as pleasant as she usually is. I feel bad about calling in. I ache and feel like total crap. All I want to do is crawl back into bed and sleep for the rest of the day. The problem is that once I am up it is hard for me to go back to sleep. Lately, I think I have ( Read more... )

So apparently, there is supposed to be a snow storm today. I am actually looking forward to it. It gives me time to accomplish things that I have been avoiding. I've been wanting to organize and go through my clothes and get rid of things I do not need. I have clothes that I haven't worn in ages. Some of the clothes that I have are either to ( Read more... )

I'm bored. If you can't tell....Here are some quizzes I decided to take ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I decided to delete one of my journal entries. It wasn't very nice of me. I didn't feel right about it. I was in a very bad mood. I am grateful it is the weekend. I need to break away from work. This was a long work week for me. I thought it would never end. Today, I know I will go to the store to get Harry Potter. I wanted to get ( Read more... )

I am so glad to be home. It wasn't as bad of a day that I thought it would be. I didn't want to go to work this morning. I thought it was going to be a long ass day. I put on a happy face and tried to have a nice day. I wanted to have a good day. I got my paycheck and it sucked. I don't know how I would survive on my paychecks if I didn't ( Read more... )

I will be leaving to work in about an hour. I feel weird. I slept for 12 hours last night. I had no energy. I wanted to cry. I have no tears in my body. Lately,I think I have no meaning and/or purpose in my life. Damn, it I want to be happy! Why, can't it happen? I know I can change it. At least I hope I can. I was thinking that maybe I ( Read more... )