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AKU NAK BUNUH POMPUAN TUA JAHANAM NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bila mereka kesunyian, selalu aku ada...selalu mencari aku. Tapi bila mereka tidak lagi sunyi...aku dilupakan terus. Aku tak kesah sebab aku memang tak rasa perlu pon untuk  mereka berkongsi keseronokan tu sume dengan aku ( Read more... )

Cutting all ties...leave me to the 7th world of total solitary...

I failed....so im backing of....

No regret.....it's the path i choose

Feels good to me...maybe not to you...

Stayed bliss....

Your joy is far more vital than mine...

Farewell....

It doesn't take me long to fall for you.......
Unfortunate for me, as Jack syndrome once again failed me.....
So ( Read more... )

Herm tak sampai 24 hours...that mission failed...shiot betul....tapi aku suke d cause yang buatkan dia tu fail.

I really need to do something with myself...how about a treat of wayang to my fucking self, James?

I wake up today, with spinning head...tak tau sebab lama tido or tak cukup lagi cover tido. Rasa2 cam x cukup lagi.

What the heck..I have a goal to achieve this day...harapnya aku akan bertahan sampai ke saat aku nak tido nanti

1st mission of solitary execute!!! CHORIYAAAAAAA!!!!!  

Kenapa tak mahu tido lagi?

Smalam satu hari tak tido sebab konon ada submission...patutnya aku dah tido awal malam tadi lagi. Tapi skang dah nak pukul 2 pagi. Kenapa tak tido lagi? Aku kena cover balik tido semalam..Kenapa tak tido lagi?

Kerana aku sedang menunggu....Menunggu sesuatu yang aku pasti takkan berlaku...

Aku bodoh. Fuck me James!

Why they can force me to like them, to love them, when I modestly avoid people who i admired? Or even to make them notice the fact that i like them...

A few brats can force me to say something which is not from my heart. They forced me to say "ya, aku pon sayang ngko" or " ya, I missed you too".......didn't they consider what I felt? Kenapa mereka ( Read more... )

I have a get together dinner to attend...but do not show up...im not up to it....

Just wanna be alone..though I eagerly want to take a break from my busy routine.

Don't know what i'm thinking...but just feel i want to run away..seclude myself from anything n anyone....aku mahu kepulau itu..away from the shadow which haunts me every single moment...

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Pergh. Pagi tadi mimpi indah. Indah tak hingat. Selepas 2-3 hari depressed, akhirnya aku bahagia.

Kerajaan selangor tengah wat projek main lompat tali getah terpanjang dan terbesar. So dorang telah sambung getah gelang n buat cam tali getah tu besar gila. Pastu sambung kat 10 bijik pencawang letrik.

Ntah macammana teori sainsnya, kelihatan akan ada ( Read more... )

Kusedut asap itu dalam-dalam..terasa ianya meresap ke seluruh peparu melalui alveolus ku yg lembab. 5 saat selepas tu, ke hembusnya keluar. Sikit. Nampaknya banyak yg terperangkap dalam sana.

Tempias-tempias hujan terpecik ke mukaku sekali sekala. Ku tidak berganjak lagi. Didepan sana, air yang keruh bertakung beriak-riak dijatuhi titisan hujan yang ( Read more... )