I am incredibly agitated today.

In open fields of wild flowers ( Read more... )

She's not sure when she'll go or exactly what she'll do.

I feel so fucking alone.

I sobbed tonight. In the dark.

I am frustrated and confused. I feel like I have lost touch with myself.

And I don't know where I lost it. Because I had it, quite profoundly. And only recently. So where did it go? And how did it go so quickly?

I've been nauseous for days.

"I remember the things that confuse me about you. Even when we were at our closest I always felt that you were hiding a large part of you away. Some days I thought it was dark things and some days I felt untrustworthy. It made it harder for me to want to share myself because I never understood you ( Read more... )

I discovered this on blather today under 'when_words_rumble ( Read more... )

Wake up to the sunlight ( Read more... )

I don't know how to be a friend. Because I keep looking for perfection. And I don't have the same expectations of myself.

Because I'm not perfect. And I love me.

I think I just need to keep trying.

"Gravity" - Sara Bareilles ( Read more... )

My heart is screaming out in silent tones...