I made it a whole three days into the year before getting drunk. Dammit.

Let's try this again.

I am not especially pleased with the person I seem to have become over the past year ( Read more... )

ugh.

EDIT: uuuuuuuuugggghh.

I figured something out today that I am glad to have realized. My hangovers induce anxiety attacks ( Read more... )

I need to make a few pretty serious lifestyle changes.

"I mean no offense, Nick, but you're a pretty weird dude."

...yeah.

I feel like I'm at that point where something's got to break. I hope that's not the case, but it scares me to think that I'm in a spot I can't get out of without something drastic happening. I have no intentions of intentionally doing something drastic, it just feels like something's on the horizon ( Read more... )

I cried for the first time in ages the other day. It's not that I haven't felt the need to, but for whatever reason crying is just not something that tends to happen with me. My emotions tend to release themselves in other ways, I guess ( Read more... )

I need to move out of this house.

I'm frustrated that I'm still living here, and as a result I am becoming an increasingly frustrating person to live with, even besides any substance-related issues.

I know that it's not the best way of thinking to just focus on what you don't have. But it's been difficult recently ( Read more... )