The year 2015 started without much fuss. I don't feel overambitious, like some years ago, nor particularly ominous although the world looks grim in some regards. But I do feel this year may mark the end of an era, of 10 years of rambling stupidity that afflicted both the human world and my own.

At a personal level this year crowns the fading of a ( Read more... )

The Human World ( Read more... )

These last few days I’ve been suffering from a condition that if I were to describe it it feels somewhat akin to “lack of spiritual energy”. Did a little mensa self-test playfully and got a score of about 16 in 18, so it’s not like I’m growing dull (no, I’m not going to join mensa). But I definitely felt some kind of drainage, a sort of hunger that ( Read more... )

One trick I learned with age, to shelter me against potentially overwhelming romantic feelings, besides my guarded stance, it's to use my "Sight" to find perceived faults in a likely candidate which in time end up numerous enough to be so heavy that the emotion becomes unsustainable.

That applies mostly to new persons since many people I knew ( Read more... )

The last phase of my existence, as keeper of the gates to hell (a poetic way of describing my role in the emergency service of the hospital which for most of this past decade served as my regular workplace) was not devoid of harm to my personality ( Read more... )

Final moments of my latest dream ( Read more... )

Esta entrada no blog serve apenas para realçar o valor cómico da feira, tão "portuguesa" no seu espirito ( Read more... )

Mental exercises of the moment ( Read more... )

The cold northern wind of these last nights brought me bad dreams. Not nightmares, mind you as I still retain the ability to control a dream or stop it altogether before it reaches that point ( Read more... )

There are three spells, or fates bestowed on me, call it curses, geas or simply personal rules of my own..

There is the dedication, to nature and it’s beings, the wild way that strengthens my being and drive when close to the green. It keeps me young. It makes me yarn for vital (and magickal) sustenance and companionship. Let’s call it the ( Read more... )