I had most of my kitty's pictures (as in, 95% of them) stored on inbox.com to transfer to my new computer. I had forgotten about it, thinking that I already switched all the pictures over to Photobucket. But I hadn't...in the midst of so much other chaos, it just slipped my mind. Then I decide to log into inbox.com today, and my account is gone. ( Read more... )

It was that Matthew, my husband's best and longest friend, had reappeared. Suddenly showed up at our doorstep with his camping gear on his back. That when he disappeared into thin air, he really just started the long trek across the US to our house. And he was hurting, but okay. And we both hugged him, laughed with him, and cried with him. But he ( Read more... )

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I saw an ENT today, who just might have a diagnosis for what is wrong with me (my previous problems with dizziness, numbness, weak limbs). He is pretty sure it is a vestibular migraine disorder, caused by previous head trauma. Until recently I didn't even know I had any notable head injuries. My CAT scan gave signs of previous head trauma, which ( Read more... )

Deep in the stillness of the night, a small child dances with the fireflies. Forgetting for the moment the pain that she has left behind, back inside. She is alone now, alone with her soul she has not yet deceived herself into believing that is forever shattered ( Read more... )

After spending most of the day cleaning things, I drifted off to sleep ( Read more... )

Here I am, sipping Slim Fast, trying to stay awake even though I already took my sleepy medicine. I wonder why I do this to myself? I used to crave sleep, to pray for at least one peaceful night...just one, and it would be worth it forever. I never got it by myself, though, no matter how hard I tried. And now that I have assistance, I don't want to ( Read more... )

Yes, I've posted this on my MySpace blog as well. But I need SOMEthing on my new LJ..since I deleted my old one, and all. Tee-hee ( Read more... )