Let me count the ways
That I abhor you,
And you were never a good lay
And you were never a good friend
But, oh, oh, what else can I say...
I adored you.

EWWW.

As much as I definetly enjoy solitude I wouldn't mind -perhaps- spending a little time with you...
-sometimes-sometimes-
possibly maybe.
possibly maybe.

so it's been a while since i wrote anything here. Since the last entry my life has changed a lot. I kind of feel like I wasted a lot of time one people that shouldn't have mattered to me as much as they did. Right now I'm basically just trying to finish high school with all of my sanity and dignity still intact ( close to impossible).  I have this ( Read more... )

entry dec 2nd-scratch that; reverse it    :)

i don't know why i expect so much...but everytime its the same. i think it'll be wonderful;
then you prove me wrong again.
and then you wonder why theres that bitter tone in my voice

dissapointment sucks.

...my brother called the house today...the first time in a long time..
i guess he's coming over tomorrow
i don't know what to think...

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I seriously think its dangerous to go outside right now ( Read more... )

3 weeks of CCY left
Home weekend was fun but it went by way too fast
i kind of just wanted to stay home....not that i don't like CCY
i just miss home and all my friends that are there..poo
....and i really don't want to be a junior..
that scares me..
maybe i should pierce something
random!
ksndfhdsjhgndfgah
beeeeeeeeeef

so thrid day at CCY ( Read more... )