so quick update on current life statusish ( Read more... )

Merry fucking Christmas ( Read more... )

so basically christmas will not be merry, and filled with joy for me...:( there is so much shit .. my grandma uses me my aunt doesnt care tlell more later parentals are coming

long time i havent updated in awhile ...not much has been happening recently and noo one reads this so im just going to stop

Teenage angst sucks
how can you be happy anymore?
i feel so alone like i dont even want a boyfriend i just want a guy whose shoulder i can rest my head on
and hug or just sit there and put my head on his shoulder...my god
but its never gonna happen...
write later maybe
ugh

Its just one more nail in the coffin
and its all for you

It all started out with a girl.She was just a girl,a plain-jane type of girl. Nothing went wrong in her life ( Read more... )

im typing this in left brain(lb) right brain (rb) caus thats all i can think of thats opposiites and it has nothing to actually do with them ( Read more... )

WEll a lot happened recently (oh btw if you want to know whats happened in my life in the space that i didnt update read my xanga http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=angelfan01 theres the linkage for that ( Read more... )

Yeah so my brother cut his toe really bad and had to go to the er to get 7 stitches and that was thusrday night until 12 which sucked caus i had band camp the next day....ugh it was cool seeing the whole stitching process caus i have never seen it done before. I've had many but never watched.I wanted to go to ambers house last night and help her ( Read more... )

Well as you all know i havent been updating this often but does anyone read this anyways? Oh well it lets me vent. This week was band camp and it sucked i was so tired and there was so much drama. Hopefully i lost some weight or something caus i did a lot of sweating and runing laps.ugh. Tonight is the party but i really dont feel up to it and i ( Read more... )