I've been trying to get back into the habbit of updating this thing, I've still been active... I check out all my friend's pages and everything (even though I don't always comment), But I guess I should get back into venting my thoughts on here for the hell of it ( Read more... )

Maybe I've been meaning to write in this thing more often, maybe not.. either way, it's my birthday... need i go into the reasons why i hate this day? not really.. i'll just let it go, and wash it away with this gallon of rum i just bought.

okay.. i havn't had much use for this thing in a while... i've been all about myspace lately...

http://www.myspace.com/ignis_fatuus

and uhhh.. stuff..

well i've got nothing else to do at 2a.m. so here I am ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to call you, honestly i have, but i've been trying to call you when i'm not drunk...

on top of that, sometimes i just don't know what to say. I've been so depressed lately, words can't explain. I'm lost

so it's been a while... It's always been a while isn't it ( Read more... )

well... lets see.. life seems to actually be looking good right now... i know i havn't updated in a while, it's because i've been depressed and would just asume not bitch about everything all the time... so here's the good stuff ( Read more... )

well now... my internet has been going on and off for the past couple days, so i havn't been around... basically.. here's the rundown... I've finnaly did it, i had a very strange moment and I've writen a poem so personal that It'll probably be a long while before I let anybody read it... which also means i'm not going to post it... and thats it for ( Read more... )

you people forget, i'm a person too... and I might just say some real shit from time to time

so yeah.. Rick, Lori and the kids are down... they got in last night... I havn't seen them yet, i worked last night, got off at 2330 and now i'm on my way to work again in a few mins, got about 5 hours of sleep... but the coffee is doing it's job this morning... i hope i get off at noon thirty, but i doubt it... either way, they'll probably still ( Read more... )