I let myself be haunted by the ghosts of her touch, the warm body pressed against mine, not able to keep the loneliness from spreading over me. I let my mind play tricks with my heart, old wine turned sour on parched lips, trickling down my skin, leaving sad footprints on the ground while I meander in oblivion. It's been an exhausting walk so far, ( Read more... )

Things were never simple between the two of us ( Read more... )

You never write about me, or include me in your online thoughts, even when the night was nothing short of a good one, or at least in our case, tolerable ( Read more... )

I feel, so terribly, that I'm dying. Save me. Save me. Save me.

I feel betrayed. Thanks for not being more considerate.

The news of her terminal illness leaves me in shock, as her scent, to mingle with the night, slowly leaves me.

I am a worthless boyfriend.

With every breath I am aware of her, and with every thought her my heart glows with her essence. She is all of them, and yet none of them, unless she takes on a face and a name, and then we possess each other. I am a man, singular and solitary, and yet my very being turns inward to find her at the core. Without a hope of discovering her face I do ( Read more... )

My other self has found happiness, and thus for now I disappear.

Go win yourself a prize. Go get yourself an Oscar for acting as yourself. Bottoms up, and your glee shall be justified, and with every yellow drop your sanity ebbs away, and with every yellow drop, your body ebbs away.

my mouth is dry and I cannot speak, yet speaking will only cause pain, so I shall rather die of thirst than force myself to speak ( Read more... )