After looking for so long, I've found her. My ex. The person who I've single-handedly hurt the most in the 2 short months that we knew each other. Small clues all over the internet have, luckily enough, held out and told me where she is. Friendster, that crazy, overcrowded net nook has provided me with the answer I've been searching for for so long ( Read more... )

If only your words spoke like your actions
and your actions spoke like your words

Reality hits you after two years, when in the growth of habit you begin to see patterns in the way you move. Two years of mad passion dies down into predictable reactions towards each other, recycled stories, answering machine responses to delicate questions. It reminds you of the times when you'd be bored enough just to watch trees grow, or ( Read more... )

I wake up every morning with a promise. I love you. I'll always love you. I'll always be here. And, the promise stays with me, as I walk my life, and with every night the promise sleeps with me, and with every waking moment it embraces me, giving me hope. As a wretched man I've come to believe that nothing good was ever to happen to me. And yet, ( Read more... )

I die with every thought of you ( Read more... )

She and I shared good moments today, moments that bled into conversations and conversations that stretched into hours. Somehow we were back at the beginning when life didn't have to be about guilt or kept secrets. She said I was baduy; I said she was corny. I teased her about sounding like her mom; She teased me about sounding like a kid. I ( Read more... )

Friends go a long way, sometimes farther than family, even lovers. The Beatles said it right with the song "With a Little Help from My Friends." When push comes to shove, you're sure to have someone pick you up, dust you off, and send you off your way again. With good friends, you know just when to ask for help or advice or consolation ( Read more... )

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Belief permeates the world. Some people believe in virtues such as valor, or justice, or courage. Many adhere to good, a few to evil. Many believe in God, and there are those who believe that there is no god. Beliefs are in the core of each person. They drive us to attain our goals, our so called life-missions or personal dreams. Somehow, believing ( Read more... )

In an attempt to reconnect with the person you love you try to be that person in your mind. Small steps like acting like the person while no one is looking. Saying the things that she says. Absorbing all her opinions and, most importantly, being her when you do something wrong. Or worse, being her when she finds out that you've finally fallen ( Read more... )