i just got the word that i cud be leaving june 13!!!!

i called you like 16 times asshole!!!!!! quit playing games with my heart...with my heart.....with my heaaaaaaart....i shud have known from the start...from the start.....that you were an asshole puta payasita loca girl that doesnt love me.....so blah fucker!!! you better get off that bad attitude lady and give me a call fucker!!!

its really wierd how...ok yea so me and sandra are broken up...and usually things happen for reasons....but so far whats the fuckin reason for it....i still think about her all the fuckin time......and she can t get replaced nomatter how hard i try....so ive just given up on girls because theres no fuckin point if there all gna be rebounds ( Read more... )

ok the days are going by fuckin slow....denise came down this wekend and yesterday was pretty fun....manny and her arent gna last manny is honestly fucking things up.....i feel bad for her but really what can i do??? god mons really gained wieght.........jesus angie n philip r the wierdest couple ever....it grosses me out really bad....oh yea i cut ( Read more... )

ok life is really good at the moment.....i got my car back with the swap, im really cool with my parents, for once in my life my dad is proud of me, im looking forward to leaving aready but its really hard to think if my friends are still gna be here when i come back...that scares me....its ok i know my family will always be here.....im in 1 of ( Read more... )

i signed to the air force for four years...i leave sep 12 which is really really long time so im gonna try to leave way sooner...so lets hope i can...i just wanna get the fuck outta here away from all this drama!!!

im off to the hotel tnite....hhh....i feel scared, nervous, excited, alone its a really wierd feeling for me right.....

WHATEVER DUDE IM JUST TAKING YOUR ADVICE!!!! I TRIED GETTING BACK WITH YOU AT LEAST 3 TIMES AND WHAT DID YOU DO...JUST FUCKIN THROW SHIT IN MY FACE...SO FUCK YOU TO!!!! WHY DO YOU WANNA BE WITH ME FOR ANYWAY???SO WE CAN BREAK UP 3 DAYS LATER AND START THE SAME SHIT OVER AGAIN.....?? SO YOU CAN STILL NOT TRUST ME??? SO YOUR EXACTLY RIGHT GIRL YOU ( Read more... )

ok dude first of all...where do you come up with the shit you write...really i really wonder what goes through your head....who am i with???? cuz obviously you know something i dont....and another thing stop throwing things in my face about how many opportunities youve had cuz i dont really care....and another thing...yea im sure that was real ( Read more... )

ok ive given this alot of thought...and the air force is something im most likely gonna do!!!! i saw manny on saturday which was cool but sad cuz he and denise left to arizona on sunday, i wont see them again probably until next year....this wekend has been really wierd for me....like dale is super mad at me i think and i didnt even do anything but ( Read more... )