damn things seem really wierd lately.....like just life in general ( Read more... )

k im talking to the air force recruiter tomorrow with my dad...it feels reslly good knowing that my dad is backing me up 100% on this.....if all goes according to plan i will leave for bootcamp after my birthday...which is in a couple of months.....i still dont know what i want to do for the air force bu thats what the recruiters gonna help me ( Read more... )

im joining the air force!!!!!

damn...things are really starting to go good for me rigt now...well atleast in some aspects of life....my car is starting to come together and just life in general...i seem to be starting to get myhead out of my ass for the first time ever...and for some reason nomatter how things get good for me there is still this big void in my heart, this hole ( Read more... )

Did I disappoint you or let you down ( Read more... )

lets see jesus times r getting ruff for me...there are so many things i dont understand...so many things that i wish i could get resolution to...but its getting a lot easier for me...

k now that ive cooled down...lets see i just saw something like a asecond ago that has made realize something i should have a long time ago....random...really i really didnt do what i told you on the phone i just wanted to piss you off cuz i was well pissed...but yea nonetheless i want out...for good im gonna ask you tp put the most effort youve ( Read more... )

ive reached my fucken point of no return....im gonna say all i have to say....everything i said on the phone to you i fucken ment!!! im sick of tring to reason with the most hardheaded person on this fucken planet...according to you your not a flirt according to you your not like other girls your the one girl whos different...bullshit cuz ive seen ( Read more... )

why is life so damn hard....i cant remember the last time i was 100% happy...this sucks...life sucks....my mom says that god puts obsticles in your life as a test...wel if shes right then this is the longest fucken test that ive taken...when is it gna end...and when it ends will i pass????

fuck today i found out that my manager is trying to get me fired, which really started my day out bad...my car is a peice of shit and theres no money to put into it cuz all of its going on my fucken tickets...my moms mad at me cuz the insurance is debating whether to kick my ass off the plan or just fucken raise my insurance by like 10 thousand ( Read more... )