I'm writing one last time in my old Livejournal, to say that I won't be writing in here anymore ( Read more... )

I can hear the water in the pipes. I can hear everything in the house from this room.
Sometimes it makes me feel empowered, sometimes it just infuriates me.

These walls are too white and perfect. I want to paint and write . . . I want to desecrate them.
They're not very friendly walls today. I stare at them and it's like they're staring back.
I demand ( Read more... )

I think I'm so lonely because no one touches me anymore.
It sounds a little odd to say it like that, but it's true. Most people have contact of some sort . . . hugs, a touch on the arm. With a significant other maybe some kissing and snuggling. The combination of being single and moving . . . I don't think I've been touched once in the two months I ( Read more... )

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Pirate spawned this, I filled it out and sent it to her ( Read more... )

I like sleeping with Zorro. He’s bigger than I am, has beautiful brown eyes, and is an absolute sweetheart who, despite what Julie said, has not once stolen the covers. It seems that the fact we spent the night in the same bed has caused him to fall completely and utterly in love with me. He’s been following me around all day now. I curl up to ( Read more... )

There is a cat demanding attention. He came in and mewwrrred at me a bit, I absently scratched at him. When I just kept typing, he jumped up onto the back of my chair, put his paws on my shoulder and mewwwwwwwrrrred some more. I scratched at him again. He walked down the arm of the chair, hopped in my lap, butted my arms with his head and gave me a ( Read more... )

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(written on paper several days/weeks ago ( Read more... )

I feel a little fragile. I was curled up in a chair earlier in a tangle of bony limbs, and I ended up staring for a bit at the bony little arms I was resting my chin on. I'm really skinny. My wrist is, like, two inches wide. I'm sure there's guys with penises bigger than that. I still have a little chub at the stomach area, but I hear that's ( Read more... )