i forgot how much i love survey-ey things whoo ( Read more... )

everything from now on is friends only. so ummmm if anyone besides jennifer reads this and wants to be a friend just comment and i'll add you <333

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so today mother was painting the living room again. because she likes to complain about how i supposedly ask her for too much money and yet has enough money to redecorate the stupid fucking house that only she likes anyway. and i found it funny that while i was doing this i was sewing up my pants that ive had since 7th grade, because we all know ( Read more... )

i am so sick ( Read more... )

so ugh i gave in. and ate something ( Read more... )

i dont think my pukage was from the adderall at all. because i went on erowid really quick just to read at least a bit about it, and even though they list like every symptom in the world that it can cause. it didnt say naseau. nothing even close to anything with the stomach. except that it makes you unhungry ( Read more... )

i think i am going to ask zack to get me some adderal ( Read more... )

zack was supposed to bring liquor to drama. but since hes not even in drama (which is just hilarious because hes ALWAYS there) he didnt know if he could get out of class today. but he did. and he had no liquor. so it sucked ( Read more... )

everyone thinks i am going to grow up to be nothing. a loser. a drug addict. an alcoholic.
its sad, really.
im sick of trying to not be. im sick of trying.. to do anything. at all.