late nights, early rising, naps, drugs, wine, hugs, minimal reciprocated pda, sun, walks, literal sparks when we touched, heavy words, light reading, melvins, $27 pitchers (not worth it), king ghetto, ripped shirts, bargain cd's, and a complete sense of total relaxation and good things. there's another word for it, but i don't think it's in my ( Read more... )

Your walk is:
Crazy


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so, saturday went well. very low-key, got some shirts, transformer sheets, and a card from a temp agency wishing me a happy birthday. GET ME A FUCKING JOB, you clowns, and fuck the b-day wishes. the government also sent me a gst rebate for $2.03 ( Read more... )

the weekend is my birthday, and i think i am finally maturing. no more anger, stealing, drinking all day/every day, violence, wild behaviour. i want to sit at home with good friends, and make sure that i am well rested for the months ahead. it's time to get big, right? last year, i ended up with icing in my hair and burn marks on my floor, and the ( Read more... )

so what did i say last time? that shit was repeating in the same vicious cycle that always seems to hit with every winter? HA! eat shit, fucking gods of fate, because i just beat it! i'll have a job, hopefully working with rob, after i get back from toronto, from seeing tracy, from escaping the anxious itch and rash of bills piling up, of this ( Read more... )

hello. i need a job, can't pay for phone bills (so don't even think of calling), going to toronto on the first weekend of march, which i can't wait for, seeing tracy will be great. running out of food, money, and back to the old game, i LOVE reading. band is great, pot is rad, but things look tight. i'm throwing myself to the winds, and not asking ( Read more... )

just got back from toronto, saw HIGH ON FIRE, BIG BUSINESS. rad, totally rad. stayed with nice 34-year-old e.s.l. teacher, Tracy, much love-making, met her son, more love-making. realized i could give or take sex as whatever, too much importance on fake rules and procedure. really like tracy, however, willing to try. unusual for this point in time ( Read more... )

i think i will close this little indulgence, maybe resurrect for later times? see you soon.