i've never done anything to harm the "scene kids" that infect san diego's local shows with nothing more than their fashion sense and fake smiles. i've always been courteous and respectful, and unless they were blatantly egotistical, i've always talked to them whenever they were around ( Read more... )

long story short, we rocked the living hell out of ground zero last night. assumably, i think honor wounds was sorry for making us open. we had a near-flawless set, with the exception of a couple minor technical difficulties. justin's bass went out of tune when he ran into me, and then he fell over in the next song, and i think alan slapped his ( Read more... )

just a follow up to the "friends only" thing i posted a while back. i'm turning off anonymous posting because i'm not too fond of uneducated comments from people who are too cool to leave their name. if you've got something to say, say it.

chances are that you don't know who you are because i'm not going to confront you about it, but at the sake of temporarily sacrificing dignity, fuck you. you're the worst excuse for a friend that i've ever had. you wont even come to me about your opinions or your feelings. you have to go to the people i care about and spread yet more scandalous ( Read more... )

starting today, and back tracking posts for a week or so, i'm going to start making this journal friends only (for the most part). it goes against my policy of hiding nothing and being as open as possible, but lately, people that will remain unnamed have been reading and just saying things to friends of friends of friends, and drama soon follows. ( Read more... )

a cold chill slips through my lungs and memories reclaim these nerves. visions of you bleed through my mind like the curves of your body, the texture in that face. it's been so long since we've felt anything this close to real. where to? what now, and how? the questions settle in ( Read more... )

once in a while, words are exchanged with people that leave you with that feeling of awe. the conversation ends, but the feeling stays. you feel inspired. you feel as though your worries will never return. you feel invincible. the more i reflect on my past experiences, the more my behavior and lifestyle begins to be put into perspective. i am an ( Read more... )

did i mention that i don't enjoy facetious people? kthxbye.

i'm almost positive that my "employers" are going to "fire" me sometime in the near future. reason? i was ten minutes late getting home and they didn't like that. doesn't matter that i spend 30-40 hours a week at their house working on their shit. nah. and by giving them the excuse of "we have a show next week and we're still working out some minor ( Read more... )

i'm OBSESSED with vocal harmonies again. it happens like once a week, but i'm literally studying them like crazy. once i get a chance, i'm going to go insane on them. just you wait. people are going to wet themselves over these harmonies. i'm that confident ( Read more... )