Hello LJ, how are you?

Regards,
John

FIVE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN 2008
1. Got Mel :)
2. Got to try something new, in a new place
3. Got over the past
4. Got started on a game
5. Got started on school again

FIVE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN 2008
1. My father died : R.I.P. John E. Lloyd, Jan 8th 1955 - May 6th, 2008
2. Missed alot of my friends
3. Lost contact with good people
4. Lost my job ( Read more... )

Yesterday, my father passed away, he had a heart attack at home, and was gone by the time I got to the hospital, possibly died at home or in the ambulance, I really don't know how to feel right now, I'm worried about alot, especially my mother.

I do this every year, and I know this sounds dumb, but this has probably been the worst year I've had, heres to a better 2008.

FIVE GOOD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN 2007
1. Met new friends
2. Got a Job at Charter Communications
3. Got a house
4.
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FIVE BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN 2007
1. Liz and I broke up
2. Got someone pregnant
3. Didn't go through with the ( Read more... )

Why do I still feel like things are slipping, and why do I still feel like crap? I think I'm fucking up a bit to much for my own good, and if I fuck up more, I know exactly where it's gunna take me. Everytime I seem to have an idea on what I'm doing, something happens that makes me want to change it. This was really supposed to be a good week, but ( Read more... )

Thats it

The biggest concern in my life is gone...

But then why do I feel so horrible about it still?

    So, shit has been pretty much off the rocker as of late. What's going on with Sarah, I don't know, nor do I care anymore. She's not only lost someone who wanted to do nothing more then help her, but she's lost a friend as well. I'm not gunna play those games anymore, and I'm too damn old to be fucking with that shit. On the bright side however ( Read more... )

"This isn't easy to admit, I don't think I'm beleiving it. I'm afraid this time ( Read more... )

Broken
    I honestly don't know how else to do this... I hate fucking drama, I fucking hate it with a passion. I honestly don't feel like myself anymore. I've been slowly degrading into something that I hate over the past month or so, and it's ( Read more... )

God, Febuary has sucked, for everyone, no one has had a good month, and March isn't looking much better... Good luck to everyone with the new month...