114.6
Thank god I'm under 115.

Name: Suzy
Age: 19.
What ED you have: Ed-nos.
Height:5'5" 1.65 m
High Weight: 147.5 lbs 67 kilos
Current Weight: 115.4 lbs 52 kilos
Low Weight: 115.4 lbs 52 kilos

I can't remember ever not feeling this way.
Ever.
( Age Sixteen til Present Day )

I feel like I'm going insane.
I've by passed my STGW(I'm at work, soz for the shorthand.) and am now 116lbs or 53 kilos.
I don't know how I look but none of my pants fit.
People are starting to notice.
I had lunch with two friends today, one is legally blind and the other is this tiny waif-like girl.
They teased me for eating my salad, said I didn't ( Read more... )

I'm sickish ( Read more... )

I'm so lonely in a crowded room.
My sister gave me quite  a beating yesterday
I hurt like hell.
I called the cops, my parents were furious.
My scale is gone, my mum took it.
I hurt.

Did you ever have to make up your mind ( Read more... )

Food 0/2 [I ordered a pizza. Yeah. 2,500 calories worth of food today. I want to die.]
Water: 2/2
Exercise 2/2
Journaling/Posting 2/2
Daily Self Esteem Challenge 2/2

8/10
3/1/28

Dear Brain,
Please stop making me hungry.
Love,
Me.

Dear Stomach,
Please feel better despite the food I put in you.
I promise never to eat at 1am again.
Love,
Me

Food 2/2 Stayed just under my 1,000 calorie limit. 997!
Water 2/2 Yay me!
Exercise 2/2 =)
Journaling/Posting 2/2
Daily Self Esteem Challenge I did the dishes, either Thursday or next Saturday, I'm going to mop the floor.

I did so well today, despite the fact my dad come over and we spent over $400 on groceries.

Food 2/2 Went over by just a smidge but made up for it. =)
Water 2/2 Yay me!
Exercise 2/2 Yay me.
Journaling/Posting 2/2 Duhhhh.
Daily Self Esteem Challenge 2/2 Finished my book and have eight people here to party today.
10/10

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