i just had a good time with my extended family. never happens. me and my uncle talked about how fucked up the cops are. they tried to get him for $436,000 in racketeering charges. idk the WHOLE story but it's whack. he also had an FBI agent tell him the CIA traded guns for cocaine. and since i've read books on it, i know he isn't lying. crazy world

i just got a facebook dude.

what the fuck.

Dear anyone who thinks real change is going to take place because you voted for someone with a different ethnic background and some solid rhetoric. Keep in mind he voted FOR FISA and against the fourth amendment, meaning search and seizure or wiretapping without any probable cause. Enjoy your change.

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there hasn't been much going on. i'm actually taking the steps and preparing to move to minneapolis. i've got my application materials together aside from one letter of recommendation, which i initially had but spilled beer all over. the lady from IPR named carolyn is extremely helpful. it's weird when people are so helpful because it makes me feel ( Read more... )

I've only cared about the things my eyes could not reach in the past few years. I have undoubtedly and blindly pushed away many immediate cares of mine for the ideal life that I project in my mind 24/7. I miss many people, good friends, that I rejected for the long-run. It's not that I didn't care about them or our friendships, it's that I saw them ( Read more... )

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i hate living

I was told I have a long-term depression known as dysthymia. It's classified as a minor depression but is supposed to encompass a greater amount of time. I guess I've always known I've been depressed in some way. The death of my brother and the chaotic years that led up to that moment affected/affect me more than I was willing to admit. I probably ( Read more... )

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