Introspective. Self-evaluation. A ravenous pursuit of answers. I am my own worst critic; much to my chagrin. I am frustrated. I feel like swearing. I should quit with the simple sentences. Ok fine, one more. My past needs to die. At least the memory of it ( Read more... )

Here we are. May 18th, 2007. I'm 22 years old today. Which means that my age is the same backwards as it is forwards. That totally won't happen for another 10 years at least ( Read more... )

here's a short story i just cranked out ( Read more... )

I am the final destination forced to overlook the pit stops in fear of not being seen at all. All roads lead to me, but each stop bruises you more. And you say one day you'll give me everything yet when you get here half of you is gone because you leave a piece of yourself behind at every stop along the way. All i can do is pray you find your ( Read more... )

People make me sad. It's so discouraging to believe in someone and be disappointed. And it's so hard to find out you've been the victim of a set-up. It's a terrible feeling to walk face-first into your demise and be railroaded by the truth. I suppose you can't expect to be everyone's friend, but it's difficult to be shown that all your efforts ( Read more... )

so classes are starting tomorrow. I can't believe that today was my last day of summer break. Where did all the time go. I suppose i just kinda got lost among the hustle and bustle of working full time and climbing up the ranks at work that I forgot to stop and smell the roses. Oh well, they'll be plenty of time to smell the roses in the weeks ( Read more... )

it's hopeless! I'm screwed. Why do I like the ones I can't have. And why am I so desperate and pathetic. Who knows... Oh well, I guess it's high time I made my triumphant return to the lost art of pining.

maybe for once in my life I'll get lucky and be able to be with the one I want...

I am the invisible boy. I am the fall back guy. I am the doormat and the tissue. I am the inanimate object in the corner. I am lonely.

DISCALAIMER: every once in awhile i need to rant about the way i feel. so, please understand that i may be wallowing in self-pity and bitching about something that is irrelevant to everyone except me ( Read more... )

hmm... what to say ( Read more... )