I have this feeling...

...that Jamie and I will never meet...

And that he likes it that way...

Why doesn't he just rip my heart into shreds and be done with it already?

Because I can't take much more of this. Seriously.

I hate your stupid soccer.

I hate your stupid soccer team.

I hate how you never give a shit about me when it's even mentioned.

I hate how you'll just leave me if you could if it's on.

I hate how if you had a choice between me putting out and the English soccer team doing the same, you'd be on your hands and knees begging them to take you, take ( Read more... )

Everything is all my fault... Always will be always has been ( Read more... )

In a half an hour argument I received these sweet tidbits of facts from my oh so "lovely and fabulous" roommate.....

....

1. Any opinion that opposes her's is wrong2. More specifically, my opinion is completely and utterly wrong on ALL accounts ( Read more... )

Sometimes I hate you more than you'll ever know. Sometimes my hate is so strong that it just makes me want to Sometimes you are nothing that I want in my life. Sometimes you are the worst person in my life. Sometimes... I wish I could kill myself for these feelings... Sometimes I wish I could tell you my feelings, all of my feelings ( Read more... )

The only good thing about all plans falling through for this weekend is that I came to appreciate my friends at college even more. They are perhaps, the greatest friends I have ever have, and I seriously don't know what to do without them. They went out of their way just to make me feel better. Who does that? Awesome friends, that's who. I am so ( Read more... )

I should update with something nice in this journal...

But really.. you all know I won't. ^_~

You ever do something that you know you shouldn't but you do anyways? Then you find something none-too comforting, and you go back and do it again, and find it again? It's like pushing at a toothache over and over just to feel the pain. And you have no one to blame but yourself, because you know you shouldn't have done it in the first place, and ( Read more... )

He doesn't give a shit about anyone, never ever. He doesn't even give a shit about his own damn girlfriend. Whatever. I'm nothing anyhow. Complete and utter nothing.

HOW HARD IS IT FOR YOU TO JUST CHOOSE BETWEEN TWO FUCKING SIMPLE THINGS? HOW HARD IS IT, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GIVE PROBLEMS EVERY-FUCKING-TIME, LIKE IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD OR SOMETHING!? IT'S NOT, IT'S JUST A FUCKING ROLEPLAY! ARGH!