I can't stop thinking about her.
no matter how many people i see or talk to every day, she's all my mind reverts back to.
I just remember all the good times we had, and imagine the many more that I wanted to have.
maybe this weekend will help. i need to get away. i need to free my mind. why is this always so hard?

my heart sunk earlier. i saw a picture of her and just wanted to be with her. she is so beautiful. so smart. so funny. i miss her ( Read more... )

I'm totally living the words of this john legend song right now ( Read more... )

So after talking to a friend, I had it all figured out. I had this whole sophisticated plan. Meticulously calculated and laid out. Planned to be executed to the most precise detail. All in the hopes for a change of events. But then I remembered something I swore to myself. I swore I would never beg or plead or try to win back someone that does not ( Read more... )

I know it wasn't a very long time, but i feel like I've lost a big part of me. I hurt all over. I try to put on a brave face on the outside, but on the inside I'm falling to pieces ( Read more... )

Pretty ridiculous, huh? All we need is a picture of a child holding hands with a firefighter or an eagle soaring and we'd have ourselves a great motivational poster. Look closer, though, and there's meaning: I am me, you are you, and there is a space between us. Our happiness is not contingent on sharing the same point of view or being in total ( Read more... )

i just went through a whole range of emotions ( Read more... )

it's a little f*ed up how you chose not to answer your phone and then reply with a text. i can't say that i expected any more from you though.

my past is just that, my past. it does not command my present and does not dictate my future. it has made me the way i am today, and i am grateful for it. it is very much a part of me, but it is not in control of me ( Read more... )

i keep wanting to write in here. but i keep delaying, putting it of and just being too lazy to write. and then when i actually want to, it's late and i need to get up early. tonight is obviously no exception ( Read more... )