I think this is what I finally needed. At first I was devastated, but now everything is perfect. I think that this finally closed the chapter that she would not close. All I wanted was some sort of explanation. Some sort of reason. But this by far replaced that. This took it to a whole new level. There are 2 special women in my life that made it so ( Read more... )

I still think about her way too much. Do many people I see remind me of her. It sucks

I hate that I still love you ( Read more... )

Again, it's been a long long time. Not a whole lot has been going on in my life. Met some new people. Stopped hanging out with others. Ended up buying my car. Got a great new phone. Work is going ok, nothing spectacular.

so i found a quote recently that i liked. it's been quite a while since i've posted on here. some things have been going on. but anyways, here it is

I'm a lover not a fighter but I will fight for what I love. Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past.

I had a dream about her last night. Even after all this time she still is "the girl of my dreams." And the fact that I saw so many people up here that looked like her or reminded me of her was just erie. Maybe that is why I had the dream. I can't wait until I move on.

I still think about you. It feels like it's almost every day. I close my eyes and I see you smiling at me. but then I open them and you are gone. It still saddens me. I'm not sure I will ever truly recover/heal. I'm not sure that I am supposed to. Maybe you are to serve a reminder that life is short and you shouldn't hold anything back. Whatever ( Read more... )

i can't believe you are gone. i remember you just being here. i remember your voice. and your hugs and kisses ( Read more... )

Did you really leave me again ( Read more... )

So I missed Art Basel again this year. I did however go to this small little gallery in Broward called the Uncommon Gallery. It was very cool. A little small though ( Read more... )