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It's been awhile.
I keep getting distracted. Fuck love. Fuck every one who doesn't get me. I find myself in like with a a boy named John, and i get attached, well more like jealous, i see him chat and flirt with other guys and all i want to say is who da fuck is that? all i know is the fool lives in australia which is half a world away but damn, why am i tripping ( Read more... ) -
Soo....
Its been awhile. and yest nothing has changed. Im still going through a quarter life crisis. still single. still looking for love. and still broke. I am not fond of my life, but i dont hate it. I just need to get myself out of this funk and life style. -
I had a panic attack
Philip and I had drinks at Las Brisas in Laguna Beach.... our tab was $100 we split it between us, i came home and i freaked. How am I going to make up the lost $50. All I want, is to wake up one morning andnot worry about money. -
wow
I shouldnt drink and write in journals. -
I start on my meds again.
I saw my dermatologist and I will be starting my meds for my psoriasis. I had this since I was 16. This has been my number 1 cause of insecurity. I dealt with many people asking me why my skin looked like that, was I involved in a burn or if I am contagious. Hopefully, I can regain a little bit of my confidence back. The meds will also help with my ( Read more... ) -
here it is
So far things are way different this year. my old friendships seem non exisistant, new ones flourishingm work is going good, car is shitty. I did my taxes and looks like i will be getting a nice little chunk back which i know ill go to my new(er) car. This is weird, for the first time in Danny history i am not looking for nor am i pursuing a ( Read more... ) -
2009
Has so far started off a little rocky. Last night, I hit a wall of desperation. I dont make enough yet owe my life in debt. I went over my finances and realized, I will never make the right decisions. Two years ago I was debt free. I made the choice to go to culinary and I graduated. Now I owe $65k, work in an admin job (using that degree wisely I ( Read more... ) -
So its 2:15am
I just dont seem to get. Maybe I never will. Just when things seem to go well, and seem to be on the upswing. Love just steps right in and takes a huge shit on you. I am raising the white flag, I am stepping away. I am giving up and giving in. I grew to feel numb and before i completely feel dead inside. I am just going to stop looking. -
What I need is to get laid! What I want is to get LAID!!
I am so fucking horny. I need a good solid hard pounding. I want a huge load of cum down my god damn throat. I wore the shit out of my dildo and threw it away. Now, I'm stuck with no toy and all I am craving is for my hole to be worked. My kidneys punched from with in, and me choking on sperm.