...I'm sitting here at my desk, at work...with a raging hardon. Im so fucking horny I will literally tear up some ones ass if i had the chance. All I keep thinking right now is fucking some one merciless. I want to ram my cock in a tight ass, if he so even whimpers, I'll just fuck him harder. And if he is good, he can plow my ass...maybe ( Read more... )

Maybe the one that I want is me. Maybe the one that I should be searching for is me. When you’re blinded so much by the pursuit of love, maybe sometimes you need to take a detour to yourself and enjoy the drive. I don’t even know who I am. I don’t feel anything any more. I often times feel like the Ice Queen. Yes I shed tears, but my tears seem and ( Read more... )

...Can you say DUI?

That is all I will say about that.

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On Monday, I sent a package to Randy. Awhile ago I had ordered a Phantom of the Opera music box. I was going to surprise him and take him to Vegas, the music box was to be the final clue in what would have been a scavanger hunt. Well, Vegas wasn't his thing so we planned a trip to Monterey instead. Then the big Dump happened. I flew to Portland ( Read more... )

So today, I went to the jewelry store to see if I can sell my diamond earrings that Jeremy gave me 2 christmas' ago. They are 1ct. princess cut diamond studs. So the jeweler looks at it through the loop and tells me they are dirty and need to be cleaned. He takes his prong diamond tester and tests each stud. He looks at me and said,"They aren't ( Read more... )

I think I'm officially done chasing boys. Its time now for them to do the chasing.

I went to beverly hills for a class field trip to this cheese store. I had fun despite it being just that a cheese store. Its a good place to go on a first date during the day if u both like cheese and wine. I never been to BH before. I found myself walking down Rodeo Dr. Even though I was in my school uniform looking like a black and white circus ( Read more... )

Are you holding back because you don't want to disappoint someone? When you force the pain underground, the truth hurts more. It's time to take a deep breath and say what's on your mind.

.....freaky....but true....its time to make that leap.

I dont know what is wrong with me lately. Each day is just that, another day. I dont want to be here nor there. Last saturday I had a meltdown. At a bar, in front of a crowd. and since then, everyday has been a mini meltdown. I cant get a grip, i cant find my footing. I never been in such a FUCK EVERYTHING mood. I just dont give a shit anymore. I ( Read more... )