well. as for surgery anxiety coming off as extreme negativity, i know for a fact i came off as like the most negative person who ever negatived in negativeville. i'd always be like RARR U JUST SHUT UP. idk, i think it's normal. luckily people in my life just gave me p. much a free pass to be like the most annoying person ever so i could be like YOU SAID GREY BUT IT'S REALLY CHARCOAL NOW MY LIFE IS RUINED SOB AND RAGE U DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL. don't CALL ME ANYMORE I NEED MY DAMN SPACE. surgery anxiety is p. brutal imo, and i think i'd know haha.
I feel like I've totally lost control of both my emotions and the rational part of my brain. My anxiety is manifesting all of these things like thinking I'm being ignored by Charlie or Nick and that Charlie likes Nick more than me and it's just plain WEIRD! I don't know what to do. Well, I DO know what to do, but it has to wait until Monday. I'm going to get into counseling again. I REALLY need it before I completely fuck up our relationship with Charlie. UGH I just don't get how a surgery can have such a HUGE impact on your brain, but like you said, you would definitely know what it does to a person. I think I'll call you. Thanks for your insight.
I know I've never actually met you IRL, but as someone who has had anxiety on-and-off for most of my adult life I'll try to offer some of what's helped me
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