as strong as i am pretending to be.
not even a little bit.

and i dont know what to do about anything,
im about to run away.
because everything i knew
my security
my other half
was ripped away.
and im not ok.

im really not okay.

a new era.
fuck you ren.
and fate has lead you to this
you do what you have to do.
im not speaking to you for a long time.
time will tell.

and im just hurt.
all i do is cry.

From Abby.

"I LOVE STEPHANIE COSBY SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.

I LOVE DANCE TEAM WITH HER
AND BALANCING THOSE CHEMICAL EQUATIONS
IS REALLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS!!!
YEAH SHE'S THE BEST!!!!
YOU LOSE SHE WINS GET OVER IT LOL

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So fuck you guys.
=)

NOW I get it. I knew there was something going on.

Aaaand thats about it. Going to see the printing people today. Gotta work on theee *dundundun* MAP!

EDIT
*sighs again*
Thanks for not calling me.

Persevere.

..*scoffs*
I'll be lucky if I make it.

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The dance team <3

A DAY

A1: Trig & Prob Stat - Apape
A2: AP English - Kubu
A3& A4: Senior Production Crapcrap - Buhner

B DAY
B1: Chemistry - Cook
B2: 1st Semester: Printmaking - Holman
2nd Semester: Make Up - Wolf
B3: Ap Gov - DROPPING that. Hahaha
B4: Create your world - Wolf

I rushed to rehersal.
Rushed to Laurens.
Rushed my henna art.
Rushed home.
Rushed to take a shower.
Rusehd to be here.
Because I wanna make sure we have time to see each other.
=D