this summer is going to be incredibly different from last summer..last summer is a word SUCKED 
i am sooo ecstaticly ready for this.
school is pretty much over...1 day! and it kinda makes me a bit nostalgic. i mean, i feel like i have sooo much unfinished business here. with my friends, with people i used to be friends with.
oh prom is gonna be ( Read more... )

people are extremely superficial. i really just dont those people that judge complete strangers based on their appearance or interests. and ive thought to myself thinking "am i a hypocrit?", but i can honestly say that im not. im no friends with people from all different towns and backgrounds. and im not saying "oh look at me, im better than you" ( Read more... )

im sick its gross outside and i look like shit but,
im still happy : )

school is almost over, and i can tell that this summer is gonna be good.

things are ending...friends are beginning to come back
ive made a decision and its that despite what i may have said in the past few months, this summer is gonna be effing A m a z i n g. its chilly down in my basement and i would like the beach right about now.

::yesterday my mom and i were picking out sheet patterns and shit for my dorm:: scary? ( Read more... )

ive been thinking and the next 2 weeks are gonna blow. im going back to work tomorrow :( DEFINITELY not looking forward to that due to recent events.ugh. APs are next week ::joy!:: which means this weekend is shot except for the possible occassional study breaks??? ehh maybe. i need to learn a whole year's worth of stats and euro..being that i ( Read more... )

im a complete mess. both good and bad i guess. word to the wise: nothing, i mean, NOTHING lasts good for long. this week is mood week for michelle cooper. yesterday- emo, depressed, mad, sad. today- still mad, almost happy, reflective, and i find myself asking "WHY?"
im feeling a desire of shifting friends.oops, dont tell anyone shhh..
i really need ( Read more... )

work is just getting to be too much..5 days a week. enough said. im soo drained. school work work maybe aome sleep. i think its really pathetic that just 2 minutes ago i placed a sleeping pill in my mouth and swallowed. yea. im feeling a little drowsey, but why should i have to take a pill AND skip school to get some decent sleep? i dont know, i ( Read more... )

this weekend has really made me self evaluate A LOT. i think last night and tonight were the pinnacle of the thinking. things i figured out this weekend:
1. i need to be honest with other people AND myself
2. im surrounded by fake people
3. sleep is overrated
4. drinking is bad
5. i know why i havent been able to hold down a steady relationship
6. number ( Read more... )

after what seems to be the most random/unfortunate/interesting weekend in a while..i seem to be completely lost. people are changing and so am i.

i wanna give to you, give to you..more than a love song can give, more than a feeling like this ...
-random song keeps jumping into my head and i love it. :)

anyways, ive been a complete bitch for the past ( Read more... )

happy st patrick's day!!! (im supposed to be in the citaayy right now, but uhh yea didnt feel like it, up for it, and im tired ( Read more... )