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i used to smoke marlboros
i've decided to bring the livejournal back. i need a space and microsoft word and my notebook just aren't cutting it.
i feel very detached, i dont know whats wrong with me but yeah. i just dont care.
when you spend the night listening to the garden state soundtrack with some of the best people you will ever meet, you get a little sentimental, not to ( Read more... ) -
24 days
i feel detached. i feel..i feel, distant. all wrapped up in wanting to leave that i forget WHAT im leaving. im leaving my family, im leaving devin im leaving my friends im leaving my home. this summer has been amazing but in the process ive become detached from everything, even myself. right now, i dont who i am, who ive become. what are my morals ( Read more... ) -
oooooooooh new paltz
i went to orientation. it was perfect, absolutely perfect. i belong there. i belong under that weeping willow RIGHT NOW ( Read more... ) -
last night i had a dream about you...
i have an important announcement:
August 1st will be my last day at Keyfood.
wow, that feels A LOT better. maybe now i can actually have time for everyone and even MYSELF?!?!?! wow...that would be too unbelievable for words.
and now i must go and get ready for that job im quitting..ta -
when you're madd...
let me tell you a story, a story about a boy i met a little over a year ago. he is one of the most dedicated, honest, loving people i know. dedicated, in that he kept trying for over a year to finally catch me ( thank god he did). honest, well..there have been so many occasions where this guy has poured out his heart and soul to me (including ( Read more... ) -
somebody shoved a fleshlight into my face today...
after some well, interesting moments this past week, im happy to say that summer may officially begin for me. and my goal of the summer has been acheived.
on June 29th i went SKYDIVING!!!!!!!! and it was indescribable.
oh yea, and only 55 days until moving day at SUNY New Paltz im excited.
i have some fucking awesome insane crazy nutty wierd friends, ( Read more... ) -
all the stars and boulevards
i think its safe to say that im bipolar, or at least have a slight case of the disorder. this past week has been torture, thats an understatement. why am i happy now? well hes singing david cassidy behind me..loser. yesterday was FUCKING awesome. nuff said. and now i have prom and graduation and skydiving and then...an entire summer to have ( Read more... ) -
()*&*^&^$^#%$*&^)(&)(&*&^$%@#$#@!#@#@!!!
wait for it wait for it wait for it........
sudden mood change
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depressed/frustrated-----> Ecstatic/happy!
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thinking of before this
im in a really wierd place. wierd mood. uncomfortable state of mind, whatever you want to call it ( Read more... ) -
sunday bloody sunday
sundays suck...especially this one especially this one.
i hate bitches in keyfood to the extreme.
i hate this
i hate soooooo incredibly much how ive made you feel.it kills me.
i hate more than anything right now..myself.
ive done what i had to, and eventually ill remember that its ok. its all gonna be ok.
this definitely was one of the worst days of my ( Read more... )