well, its come to my attention that i have left out a small tid bit to inform all of my (select few) readers ( Read more... )

well 2005 is over (thank god) and i am very happy about that. it wasnt one of my better years, but i have hope for 2006 (wow, this isnt cheesy). ive done a lot of things im ashamed of and made decisions that were obviously wrong. i think im finally starting to make smart decisions and form opinions that im content with, but also a lot of good ( Read more... )

well, its officially christmas for me. last night was christmas movie night at cait's and we had our last winter concert ::tear, tear:: (yeahhhh right). im done with christmas shopping..except for maybe a few friends i need to get, namely 2 of the best..woops ( Read more... )

this week hasnt been so badd. people are getting into schools which is awesome, im still waiting for mine which isnt so awesome. im not worried (knock on wood).
..somehow i feel its up that i fell

i just want december to be over. christmas to be here and gone. this year hasnt really felt like christmas, not much in the christmas mood. i havent ( Read more... )

slush days are spectacular.Winter wonderland was fun, karaoke was cool. techno is ok. the day after is not good. today- moped, sad, frustrated, regretting something i did that i dont even think i meant. i went to devin's band practice to help karen out with that sausage fest problem, like i should talk. then i went to the mall BIG MISTAKE. couldnt ( Read more... )

you know that scene in jerry maguire where tom cruise seals a big deal with a team, drives in his car, and belts out free falling? yea, i just lived that moment today. driving to work. i felt soo good ( Read more... )

babysitting sucks, i really dont want kids ( ill definitely be changing my mind in 10 years but whatever). im tired. im bored. its only 1130 and im home because work and responsibilities are just THAT awesome. feeling a lil nostalgic and looking through my old journals and such ( Read more... )

something's bothering me. im not writing like i used to. i dont mean in general, but like for my own personal satisfaction. my poetry is pretty much sucking right now. i have nothing to right about. no drama. i need some drama. ( yea, im definitely asking for it now). this is most likely coming to bite me in the ass soon. whatever i can deal with ( Read more... )

busy busy busy..soo busy. mix ur milk with my cocoa puffs busy. life isnt too bad i wont complain, its scary, confusing, and frustrating ( Read more... )

well today i had what my mom called "a meltdown"....ya i basically melted like cheese on bread, grilled cheese anyone ( Read more... )