i feel like i have 3 people i can or want to call
none answer
i couldn't feel more alone
more rejection tonight
more alone
things look great from down in this gutter
wish i could get out of it
but when? :(

probably shouldn't make this public :-P ( Read more... )

forgot how good that movie was. Haven't seen it in years. Reminds you, if you've forgotten, what really matters in life. Makes you think about what matters ( Read more... )

i'm good at not updating but for like every 2 months, goof ( Read more... )

that's how i feel about myself lately. all the work and school and alone time is catching up to me. this is getting hard to handle. i need something to get me going, something good ( Read more... )

merry christmas, happy holidays, whichever u prefer ( Read more... )

i miss my buddy
i can't take it

i put his ashes under the xmas tree last night, he loved xmas trees

done with the accounting exam
did well for the most part, or at least it felt that way
i'm dead fuckin' tired, headache
and i have 4.5 hours until my next exam, i don't feel like driving here, home, here, home
but i don't feel like being here for 4 frickin' hours
i can't wait to get to my bed

my life lately ( Read more... )

it's been like 6 months, july 12 to be exact ( Read more... )