i wonder if he knows how hopeful he makes me. or how good it feels to love him and know he loves me. does he understand how he makes the world a beautiful place for me? or how much every little word and touch means to me? the best, the most of everything. and he might be here in a couple of weeks. how could i complain about anything?
its gotten to the point where i am c o m p l e t e l y consumed by life. i feel like a wind-up doll. even when i fall of of the edge, i keep moving. i can't wait until the buzzing stops and i can slow down for a bit. my body is tired, my head is tired. i would really just love to curl up with some curls and sleep.
i might get a job at linens and things. i had to take a 66 question test, and i guessed i passed alright because they want me to come back for an interview tomorrow at 5:30.