what i listen to ( Read more... )

these days are crazy but they make me shine.

I LOVE JAKE.

Sitting around in a different state of mind
Trying to find my place in this downbeat world
Am i right on track or running out of time
What is to come and when will i die?

Eyes wandering, relaxed and calm
As my mind drifts further into a delusion
Alot on my mind, don’t know where to start
Objectifying mind creating an illusion

Body becomes numb, arms start ( Read more... )

everything is so fucked up.

ive figured you out and ive read all your secrets. you want so much to be accepted by everyone that you dont have time to pay attention to the ones who already accept you for you. You put on an act for everyone you meet. in hopes of gaining another friend. but why? why do you try so hard to please everyone when you can be yourself. your ( Read more... )

Show me show me show me how you do that trick ( Read more... )

i dont know about anything anymore.

kill me.

i'm so close to just endiung fucking everything cause its not like anything fucking matters anyway. my whole life is a mess and i cant put it back together. i'm a liar. i'm going to lie about this.

Love...Joke?

xanga + teens + relationships = HaHa

westside blows and life is cool?

:(

Post in my better journal that i update more often.