I went outside and looked across the horizon and I saw all the Christmas lights. It was kinda nice. I looked inside myself and I empty. Right then I understood why when I was in the Marine Corps we always got those don't kill yourself safety briefs. Then I understood why Marines end up hanging from the inside of their wall lockers dead anyway. For ( Read more... )

should i stay or should i go now.... If i stay it'll suck. If i go it'll suck still. I wish i could blame someone other than myself for my plight but i can so... I'll have to give myself a spanking and a stern talking to. I'll do what i can and maybe just maybe it'll all work out for the better but i have this feeling things are going to get alot ( Read more... )

This is shaping up to be quite a fucked up year for me. I may not make it ( Read more... )

Tunnel... tire exploded... electrical internal nightmare... more after a word from our sponsors

"Holy shit dude? What are you on? Cause i want to be as fucked upped as you look" -- Youngstown Kid #3 ( Read more... )

Well... the fuzz has cleared from my head. I kinda miss it. So tonight i'm gonna go ahead and put it right back. I like the fuzz. With the clarity i just get all... pissed off and angry and i do stupid shit like clean my room. I need a damn vacuum.  Somewhere in this house is a dead snake and since i've cleaned my room i know where its not. lets ( Read more... )

Remove me from your friends list. I mean really... how hard is it?

Well... since i got most of my shit back and leveled my headout somewhat... i was supposed to write this huge flaming post about this and that. Well... it may not be flaming. And this may not even be that post. Well... I'm in a pretty good mood considering the trials of this upcoming day, so... here goes ( Read more... )

What a big damn fuck of a mess ( Read more... )

What a god damn good time.