I had the research fair today. I'm the only psych major to do a bio presentation. I think I chose the wrong major. These things always become aware to us right when it's too late. I have far too many regrets that aren't worth regretting. My bigger worry is preventing regrets I'll have when I'm 30. What do I want to put first ( Read more... )

this is like the best time and worst time of my life.

So I was stressing because I have no one who I think would actually want to hear me vent. Sadly, I resort to live journal. but maybe its better I bounce my thoughts off livejournal rather than live people.  To begin, for one of the few times in my life, I am once again falling victim to jealousy. I'm trying to fight it because I know it's evil and ( Read more... )

so i understand today why people think temple's gay. it is. the prerequisites for the classes i want are ridiculous. so slight changes of plans for my future......but i've never been happier about the idea of doing what i want to do, but in a different way. plus it's october!!!! halloween+world series+almost 21!

Its amazing how lonely I start to feel. This morning I felt unconditionally loved. By tonight I feel empty. I need patience.

I get all too excited thinking about the future. But I think thats a plus. The second you start dreading the future, it means something's drastically wrong in the present. But maybe things are bad and you just think that the future has got to be better. or maybe some thing's are going well now and im hoping they continue. I guess it's because I ( Read more... )

My goal list for the fall semester ( Read more... )

so as usual i'm suffering from boredom induced anxiety. its that why isn't anyone calling me/calling me back---why don't i have the energy---dont want to eat--dont want to sleep--dont want to watch the hills again for the 10th time feeling. it's this restlessness that somehow turns into depression. i need to be busy. really busy. so busy that i can ( Read more... )

Goals by December:
1. Save $1000 for whatever (aka car)
2. Sign up for Thailand trip
3. Bartending license--- already signed up
4. Finish research project- already signed up
5. ________________________

So I think I really miss work, considering my livejournal posting is inversely correlated to my making of money. as is my emotional stability. Me and Liz decided today that we are going to write a book about how to deal with guys when they cheat on you with video games. I don't know the answer yet, but once I gather data on it I think it could be a ( Read more... )