So i skipped Derby practice last night *with the Sirens* to go to a party with the Windy City Rollers. The girls will SURELY have my left ovary for that move. Oh well, i was planning on adopting anyway ( Read more... )

Oh so conflicted recently, though with all of this amazingly positive and moving forward. I lost my mind for about a week, and what a cozy trip to purgatory it was, really ( Read more... )

i just wrote a really long entry and it erased. basically, its my birthday, im crying, im tired, and ive had one of the most bizarre and painful vacations home in a long time. instead of going to the top of a mountain and celebrating my birthday and the new year with my parents, im home and punching stuffed animals. im eating (ive gained 10 lbs), i ( Read more... )

i've spent most of my night procrastinating in the worst way and at the worst time..surprise surprise ( Read more... )

just wanted to let those of you who dont know..know. My mother is fine. Turns out the 1 out of 5 machienes that tests for breast cancer picked up something in her left breast. this is 1 out of 5, and it was non-cancerous ( Read more... )

a) My mother finds out tomorrow if she has cancer again. I'll be at home. By the phone. (all of you who havent talked to me lately, this is a good chance. although, that also might be a little cruel..to call).

1 out of 5 machines that preformed her 1/2 year check-up picked up ( Read more... )

ESTROJAM BENEFIT and DANCE PARTY!!

Tonight, Thursday Dec 1st

Dj Mother Hubbard will be spinning from 10-2am

$4 cover, $5 long islands, $2 pbr

Hosts: Feli and Estrojam

@ D'vine 1950 W North Ave Chicago IL Dec1st

Budweiser will be there from 12-2am giving away free beer.

free beer?? YES FREE BEER.

Come and show your support for Estrojam!!www

annnd thought id throw these in for those of you who havent seen me in ( Read more... )

i am completely consumed with the BDSM community online. i have been since i was 16, and an end doesnt seem in sight. i have, for obvious and maybe not so obvious reasons kept this part of my life pretty well under wraps until recently, and have only ever offered this information to significant others.

truth is, i was a S/switch online for 7 years ( Read more... )

Instead of writing an outline for my *insert wretching noise* history class, i decided to make a little me to..write outlines for me.


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