Master I bid you good morrow ( Read more... )

I do apologize to my lj friends since I have not been an active user lately. Found out this past Monday that I am being moved to my new location next week. Last minute, nothing packed yet, clients not notified, yes, this is too short of notice but it needs to be done ( Read more... )

I'm so pissed off with my current place of employment...what I call the hell hole. Yesterday the VP called my whole department in (here we all thought we'd be fired for downsizing or something) to discuss a move of staff to different locations. They are moving me and my one coworker down the street 20 blocks to a not so nice area that I really ( Read more... )

John and I went to the Roxy theater to see Wicker Man. The movie was so slow, and boring for a Nicholas Cage film. I was very disappointed. I can't even remember the ending b/c we found something else to do that was way more entertaining!

Some guy Im'd me about pics he saw. He asked if I would be interested in doing some modeling. The more dark/demented the better but only what I'm comfortable with. I spoke w/ John about it...the jealousy in his eyes were priceless. I told him I wasn't going to do this by myself that I would definitly want him there with me for safety reasons ( Read more... )

So many really cool things are finally starting to happen for me...I'm so happy ( Read more... )

Yeah I was hoping to find out today what the sex of this baby is. The baby is growing well and all of the major organs are decent. However it had to be difficult. The baby is sitting on it's feet (legs closed) and it's butt is on my bladder ( Read more... )

Don't want to depress anyone but it's just my way of venting at the current moment. I'm still just not feeling this pregnancy thing. It's not John's responsibility to take care of me and the kid...it's mine and I need to grow the fuck up and deal with my current situation ( Read more... )

I'm so tired...mentally, physically, and emotionally. I'm starting to regret this pregnancy and I think it's setting in that I'll be doing this on my own. I watch my cousin do it all and she's close to having a breakdown herself. I'm so sick of holding things back and I feel as though I am burdening others with my superficial problems when I feel ( Read more... )