my hands are cold.

hello livejournal friends. hello. i haven't made a public entry in years (or months) and this feels a little weird. not least because i have a golf ball living inside the left side of my throat. it says hello to me each time i open my mouth, which is unfortunate, because i would just like it to shut the hell up, swollen lymph node disaster. if it ( Read more... )

there is a chain of grocery stores here called picard that feels like the uncanny future. you can't see any real food but only images of cooked gourmet food that obviously do not exist then and there or in the immediate future when you will have heated up a smart package labeled poêlée à la landaise only to discover that it contains miles and miles ( Read more... )

I have to shit in the dark sometimes, because you have to keep on hitting the light switch, you know, and it is just so far from the toilet. After getting up mid-shit a couple of times, I decided that it was just not worth it ( Read more... )

I don't even want to talk about it. I spent an hour at Ocean's this morning, between 7 and 8, and ate a toasted bagel with humus and tomato. OOOOh, look at me not talking about it! As Jojo once put it, "I KNOW,I'm totally losing control here..." keke &_ ( Read more... )

You know what stands between me and 6 weeks of hibernation, no deadlines, chinese food binging, and sex? 4-6 pages, 12pt. double-spaced. It's not difficult, not monstrous at all, and yet I've been here since 5pm, and there's only a few empty coffee cups, some flecks of chewed dead skin, and no rough draft to show for it ( Read more... )

2:30am ( Read more... )

Days prostinated on paper: 5 ( Read more... )

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AAAAH, I just wrote so much on this journal and now it has been all erased. ALL ERASED. I was feeling quite calm and content before, I had trouble moving sentences across the space to express meaning in creative ways. But now I'm really angry, and I still have the same problem. AAAH. It had been so coherent, albeit stifling. I'll never write like I ( Read more... )