I feel like no matter how much money I have, it's never enough. I'm down to about $450 from $2200 last week. I paid off my Best Buy card, paid my phone bill, a credit card bill, gave my mom about $200, picked up some makeup, a few bras, went out on Friday and bought the Frye boots ( Read more... )

I had a terrible backache yesterday. I had to lie on the floor and take valium, tylenol, and midol-like pills. I woke up today to the worst cramps, back pain, and abdominal pain I've experienced in quite awhile ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I could just forget everything. Go to sleep and never wake up. Because remembering is painful and embarrassing.

I've been eating too much crap. Everything hurts. I feel like this is the wrong face and the wrong body sometimes.

"Who am I that I should be vying for your touch? Who am I? I bet you can't even tell me that much."

I hung out with Irina yesterday. We know each other from the OTR. It was nice. We saw The Wolfman (which was not that great) and we had dinner, some drinks, and a snack ( Read more... )

Am I the only person who hates snow? because I really do ( Read more... )

I picked up an issue of Glamour on my way home today. Inside is an article on kidney disease and donation. I got really sad. I've been so fucking sad lately. I was lying awake in my bed the other day wondering what it would be like to time travel back to when I was 17, but in the same body. Just to wake up 17 again but remembering everything. It ( Read more... )

Bought/borrowed all my books for this semester. I've spent most of the day reading and it's felt really good to be this productive. I've got about two handouts left to read, and I'm done until Monday when I'll read Act 2 of Doctor Faustus. I'm passing and understanding my compsci class more than I thought I would, which is amazing. I'm guessing I'm ( Read more... )

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I'm really ready for the semester to start if only to get the hell away from my parents. My dad's been really clingy and moping about. He won't stop talking about how he's dying. I feel trapped here more now than ever before. I really feel that my father's needs have always been detrimental to my progress as an individual. There comes a point where ( Read more... )

Diana told me I don't have the hustle in me. The drive, the determination...for anything ( Read more... )