Again... he pushes harder, and pushes me out and away, yet he stays, and holds me, and smells me... and cares. Why does he care?

this was sent to me while I was on vacation.  PS- thanks for NOTHING.  Which you deliver, in abundance.

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Kat,

the email, that I really don't care to write. . . . truth is ( Read more... )

.. and if you see me on the outside, you wouldve bearly seen me breathe...

sex in your sleep.  you choked me.  suppression of true feelings.  I often wonder what if feels like to compulsively lie to yourself.  I think sometimes you want to keep your feelings, and you want to feel bad for yourself instead of accepting reality.  Reality that someone ( Read more... )

In vanilla sky Jason Lee cleverly tells Tom Cruise that without the pain of the sour you will never know how sweet the sweet can really be ( Read more... )

I hope you play hard to get because that's how the best love stories begin. May I mean nothing to you... or may you see me as only a friend. We can surprise the world with our unexpected love. We can join the few to become the definition of beauty. You'll be my Heaven on Earth... I'll be yours ( Read more... )

I'm home and I'm here, and I've been asked to help someone else feel... yet at this time all I can think about is how I wish it was me that wasnt feeling anything at all... the pain of feeling good things... the ache... the sorrow... I wish I had the answers, and all I want is to sleep ( Read more... )

Chem1040-L

GainesvilleKitty: did you have fun?
tenibac2: yea, it was ok
GainesvilleKitty: thanks for messaging me back
tenibac2: np
GainesvilleKitty: its nice to know you'll miss me
tenibac2: it's true
GainesvilleKitty: well thank you. 
GainesvilleKitty: sometimes i dont know what to think, and when i hear truth it makes everything feel so much better ( Read more... )

give me the sweetest goodbye that I ever ever ever did receive."

So.

1. I got a 91 on my chem final.  yay kittens.  I'm leaving for oklahoma tomorrow.  Mixed emotions there.  Wish I was at camp.  Scared to see Jay, unsure about my dad.  Sad to think this might be the last time I see greatgrandma... Freaked out that certain people are still where ( Read more... )

how to upload a picture? I forget. . . ?

in your house i long i be... room by room patiently... I'll wait for you there, like a stone, I'll wait for you there.... alone.............. alone ( Read more... )

Strike 2 ( Read more... )