I think it's time to reopen severed connections, those still with life in them, and to stop sabotaging attemps at true intimacy and closeness.

i have arrived
i am home

accueil l'univers dans ton corps

Inside structures is where I find expressed freedom. A little rigidity, if it comes from heart-knowing, blends into fluidity. Follow callings, no matter how clumsy the first steps are, no matter how bruised up you get, no matter who looks in your direction in confusion; follow callings. Be clumsy. Be like an infant learning to walk. Do it all ( Read more... )

And when I went ( Read more... )

Tout ressenti est acceptable.
Toutes sensations,
toutes pensées.

Tout est joyaux, métaux, or,
éther, plastique,
tout est créatif,
créateur.

La richesse de ma vie intérieur,
tout,
tristesse, dépression, léthargie,
manque de confiance,
tout,
joie, calme, paix,
courage, confiance,
tout, tout;

mes crayons aux différentes couleurs.

Sometimes choices are so clear they make themselves. I am amazed at how this addictive behavior just suddenly appeared so clearly in my mind and was dropped. Sensation awareness is like wrapping your arms around yourself and loving and understanding and being patient.

Slow-burning, sweetly. eternal is the moment. I'm finding out different faces to incarnate, and they don't matter at all, but i'm starting to have fun. Of course i stay shy, but that's part of it and it's perfectly fine that way, I'm learning to navigate with it. Music and self-expression. It's one direction, and the key is commitment to practice, ( Read more... )

it's memorized and I'm letting my cells vibrate with this... i am in love ( Read more... )

who am i painting with my daily actions? what character am i playing? what am i invested in in this moment of being alive, of being here. i'd like to invest myself in something for the fun of it, for belonging to something. when did i walk away? in the end i don't really care. it's just for fun because i don't think any of this is really much ( Read more... )