Ok, the new journal is DarkfaeofSorrow ( Read more... )

To start this entry off...this needs to be said, first and foremost.

( What I posted in reponse to Krom's journal entry )

I have nowhere to go currently. I can't leave here yet. He won't civily talk to me. He won't let me be left alone. I think I've finnaly reached my emotional breaking point on an outwardly level. It's impossible to love someone who causes you so much stress. I'm not capable of it. I think thats why I got over Josh as quickly as I did. I just wnat to ( Read more... )

I can't do this anymore

I have the urge to just scream "LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Five Things You May Not Know About My Time In School Are ( Read more... )

So, today wen't well. All the way up to the end, at least. I got called into work today about 5:15, to cover for someone who didn't show. Woo Hoo. More hours for me. So now I have 19 hours this week, and 20 from last week. I'm a happy kitty. I love hours, that's more money for me. So it was all good, even when Matt picked me up at 10 tonight. We ( Read more... )

I've had a really bad day. REALLY BAD. I have crossed over a line I said I would never cross ever again. I have over-stepped my bounds. I have realized that I need help ( Read more... )

I'm at my wits end, if this doesn't kill me, I don't know what is. I have this urge, oh yes, it's undeniable...it's that dull pain again. Another panic attack,a dn now. the pain stops ( Read more... )

Everything he says, upsets me. Everything he does pisses me off in some way. This is turning out like it did with Earl. I never wanted things to be like this. I don't want to end up hating him. I can't stand being upset and pushed away like this. I can't be where I want to be anymore, I'm not allowed to do what I want to do, and I wont try for fear ( Read more... )