The thing that makes it even lonelier for me, is that I can't tell any of you what I've found out about myself. My whole life, and I mean...my whole life, I've wanted to be drastically different. Whether that meant fucked up and crazy or super powers or whatever it didn't matter. So long as I wasn't the same ( Read more... )

You find a woman with unnaturally black eyes.
Theres nothing more in the world you want
Then you meet her
and know her
and get comfortable enough to question things about her
questioning the eyes the drew you.

And you notice her sighing
You question why she has to leave you.

right?

Don't think I'm all in this world
Don't think I'll be here too long

I don't like to do this sort of thing, but I'm happy. I realized today that I am far better a singer than I thought. I've been practicing Zips and other T.M.Revolution songs mostly, lately. But even though I could hit all the notes I wasn't really satisfied with how I sounded. He strains his voice in certain songs because he sings so forcefully and ( Read more... )

I had to write this for my creative writing class and I have no MS Word, so I'm writing it here until I transfer it over. I originally had it set to private, but who cares if you see into my crazy mind a little ( Read more... )

I'm sick of waking for I'm sick of waiting
I'm sick of dying then waking, aching
Tomorrow stays tomorrow and knocks never ever
Ever after stays asleep after I lost in never

I haven't really been honest with any of you, and even after this, ask and I'll deny it. So don't ask. But I think if you are my friends you'll want to know anyway. Basically I'm fucking depressed. I'm losing my mind, my relationships, my appetite, and my faith. The only times I pray anymore is before I eat and for death. I'm severely unhappy but ( Read more... )

This tree grows because it must. Commanded to comply ( Read more... )

I'm so depressed lately and I can't figure out why