just when i thought my life couldn't get any worst. ok so i quit my job to help out my sick dad, thinking its the daughterly thing to do and then i come to find out that for about a good 2 years he's been seeing another lady. like what the f is going on here. now this isn't the first time this has happened and i should have known that it was never ( Read more... )

well this weekend was alright, went to have a few drinks and shoot pool on friday night with joe and some other friends i graduated with. saturday was pretty boring all day, had time to finish reading my book and think about what i want and don't want, but i didn't get too far on that. as for today, did more thinking and came up with me frustrated ( Read more... )

whoa, i kinda thought it was a while since i'd been here, but i didn't think it was this long. well i'm not going into detail about the past 6 months other than they've sucked. the past is the past, i need to focus on the future. my baby niece is here, itty-bitty destiny marie and she looks just like me when i was her age, afro and all. hehe anywho ( Read more... )

So nothing really has been happening lately. I was watching Oprah the other day and she had a guest on her show, it was some man talking about how some guys just aren't as into you as you think. I really started to think when some girl was talking about how she had been talking to this guy and she liked him, but after a while this certain guy ( Read more... )

well there really hasn't been much happening in life lately, yea its pretty sad!! anyway to sum up the past couple of days my good-eye is helping me with lying to my ex about having joe as my boyfriend so that my ex can leave me alone. its sad to know i have to lie about who i'm with to get my ex off my back. anyway, my younger cousin just had a ( Read more... )

Well today I found out that my sister is pregnant and its great! I can't wait til the day I am able to start my own family and stuff. Ho-ray for my sister!! YAY!!

so i have this "friend" and her ex is coming back. her and her ex have had there fair share of bad times as well as good ones, but she admits that she misses what they once had. her ex always tells her how he wants to come back to her and make things right, but she doesnt know what to expect. she would love to have the same relationship they had ( Read more... )

well now, today is the day i turn 21!! finally!! anyway last night was great. i got sooo smashed and for once i didn't have to worry about my friends getting drunk or having to drive. how nice. i had so much fun, even though my dad suprisingly showed up at my brothers just after midnight, but before i was completely drunk. i felt a little ( Read more... )

well these past few days i've been out of the house. i've spent most of my time at home, so going out most of my weekend was good, i think. anyway, i'm tired and ready for my week now, just a little bit happier.

as my birthday comes near i'm starting to hate it even more. i'm sooooo fuastrated, totally pulling out my hair. my only question is why does my family like to go out of their way to make me so unhappy? its like its on the list of things to do for the day, yea like "lets fuck up annie's day today" after the "buy tide" but just before the "buy ( Read more... )